Forgot to mention it, but had a dream about my sister Sharon the other day. Makes me sad to have had a warm feeling and then to wake up knowing she is cold and distnat to me now, even as she cares for my God-daughter.

Same thing happened last week with a dream of Jessica, a lady I fell for (but never truly consumated my feelings) while living with my daughter and her mom years ago, except in this dream I was aware of what she is (or is not) to me now, namely someone I was heartbroken to learn I could not trust.

Not reading into any of this (and neither should you), but it does speak of my heart’s wish to be loyal to those I have ever loved, wise or not.