While horizontal this morning, I realized that I live in two modes. The first is one of striving and yearning for closure. The other is one of living, in contentment. The reward of work and the joy of home.
I am not sure though if it is so much a differnetiation similar to Rinzai & Soto sects of Zen Buddhism, as much as Earlier and Later Heaven Pa Qua. I guess it’s the balance of living necessarily in both Maya and Tathata — the role of Boddhitsattva, though I don’t usually use the term that way. I really just mean the10th Bull.
(If anyone has a clue what I’m talking about, you win a prize.)